What a shame! I am still not dead yet.......

I've been fucking sick through all the thanksgiving holiday. Now it's day 5 and my breathing is very labored and rough. Worst, shit needed to happen and my finished episode 9 had a problem and thus, went dead air for a good 45 minutes. Have to start all over again.


Why can't I just die after all this suffering? Why the fuck would god invent the cold and flu virus anyways?? Sadistic fuck...